right now

I don't care about the 'happily ever after' at this moment. There's never any of that for me anyway. I just want 'right now'.
Right now, I don't want to have to dream about those nonsense that startled me in my sleep.
Right now, I don't want to commit to huge responsibilities.
Right now, I want instant gratification.
Right now, I want to free myself from the shackles that I've worn for years.
Right now, I just want it to be about 'me'.
Right now, I just need it.